hello, journal.

kittens still alive

birthday in three days.

dinner with family.

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no amount of alcohol can rescue me from my stepdad's rambles.

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now, as long as AT&T does when my plan switches over THAT WOULD BE AWESOME


otherwise i might have to save up some monies

someone nudged me to update

I always feel bad posting because I'm not good at commenting back.

I have fulltime now at lane bryant.... yay. i purposefully joined the customers_suck community because I can already feel the RAGE coming on. I hate people sometimes.

I now sporadically type with grammar because when I'm on my beloved crackberry it fixes punctuation for meeeeeeee. apostrophe wut?

And also

kittens.

its 630am and i went to bed at 230. im fucking exausted and this is my only day off until probably tuesday again. there hasn't been much eating on my part but there has been a lot of worrying and trying to sleep and then just getting frustrated and hair pulling and crying. i think the crying is because im going to start me period soon. WHICH IS FUCKING geat.. great time to make me a surrogate mother.

i'll post pictures later when im not feeling like a zombie.

it's 630am and i just spent an hour trying to feed and clean the newly apdopted, orphaned sick 4 week old kittens. two of them. orangey is meowing more which makes it 100% more precious and by precious i mean freaking annoying. whitey is still snotty and full of gunk, and it still hasn't pooed T__________________T. it's really constipated and any touching makes it yowl and escape painfully. with claws in my arm. it seems like they will eat formula from bottle best. both eyes on both are still gross. i don't know if whitey's cherry eye thing is something that will clear up on it's own.

the dogs are driving me nuts. angel whines all night to get in my room. opening the door while the kittens are in the box and covered seems like it's working, I just tried it this morning and there hasn't been any whining or excessive distressed panting. angel and molly just keep jumping up and sniffing and then walk away AND THEN come back. abby is pretty good about it.

ahahaah the spell check line sin my update ALMOST make me want to do something.

im gonna go read more twilight.. WHY DO I WANT TO READ THIS AGAIN

also, lime cream slushes from sonic are fucking delicious.

i wanna get wasted T_T

yay updates. :D

fukken smiledog.

GOOGLE IT bitches if you want pain

my brain hurts I WISH I WOULDN"T HAVE LOOOKKKked T_T

graduation day

yay omg

i gave myself paid account for graduation

my userpics ;_; i missed them

facing dilemma

SHIT I WAS GOING TO make a poll but i do not have a paid account right now

pshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

oh well

fuck this shit

thanks for the delicious stabbing

edit: problem solved